Wednesday, December 29, 2010
New Year Resolutions. 2011. <3
- I will make at least two new friends.
- I will not have a serious fight with one of my friends.
- I will have more self confidence.
- I won’t spend so much time on the computer.
- I will get a life.
- I wont ever ever do something to please someone else, that hurts me and/or the people around me.
- I will be nicer to my family.
- I wont be pushed around any longer.
- I will not sink back into my pit of hell. EVER AGAIN.
- I will try and find people I trust.
- I wont tell people that I don’t trust secrets.
- If someone asks if I’m okay when I’m upset, I WILL NOT reply ‘I’m fine.’
- I will try my hardest to get the best grades I can.
- I will complete NaNoWriMo.
- I will learn to walk away.
- I will not ever leave my friends. Ever.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
you don’t deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you.
apparently:
- i’m fishing for compliments because i call people beautiful.
- i’m attention seeking because i complain about things sometimes.
- i’m a s|ut because i take photo’s of myself.
- i’m a nerd because i like harry potter.
- i look disgusting.
- i must have an eating disorder because i’m ‘so skinny’
- i’m trying to fit in with the crowd and be popular because i like spongebob.
i’m so sick of this. why can just not be judgemental.
they don’t know my full story.
so they can all go die in a hole.
that’s to them. ^
we’ll make it up to you in the year 2000. <3
listening to silverchair.
i really like their song ‘Anthem For The Year 2000’
I like the start with just the drums and guitar.
It sounds awesome.
Would you please come back online. I was away from the computer, I’m sorry. <3
kthnxbai.
YES, I HAVE
been backstabbed.
made mistakes.
told him how i felt.
no self confidence.
lost my ‘best friend’
blasted my music to tune out the world.
laughed so hard i cried & cried myself to sleep.
self inflicted wounds
stood up for myself & for a friend.
but honestly
none of you people on the internet
none of you
know me
so back off.
and don’t judge me.
because it just makes you ten times worse than me.