my toxic valentine. ♥

another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky. sometimes i wish that it would rain here.

run, run, bloody run.

lurker. lurker. lurker.

god i’m a lurker.

but it’s so funny. i think they may have possibly maybe noticed…

AND THEY’RE IN THE ROLL CALL NEXT TO ME WHICH IS SO AWKWARD CONSIDERING IM GOING OUT WITH ONE OF THEIR FRIENDS I’VE TALKED TO THEM ON SKYPE BUT NOT IN PERSON AND THEY JUST PRETEND IM NOT EVEN THERE WHILE I TRY MY HARDEST NOT TO LAUGH.

okay.

one of them got lost today. sitting in tec watching them was funny. laughing with shannon, while we were purposely looking out for them. but he found his way.

oh the lurkers we are.

<3

Cassie Nott

need this for neopets; just ignore.

i dont care what you think as long as it's about me.

honestly.
i don't care.
i don't care if you don't like me.
i DON'T CARE.
you are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else on this goddamn planet - grow up.!
this isn't directed at anyone in particular.
just everyone who's thought bad about me.
so yeah.
i dunno.
my anger just died.
:|

take all of everything till i'm all black. this spell you've put me under's made me crack.

"it's enough to make a fat man sick"

listening to music; at grandma's.

so tired I could die. wish i brought the laptop here. i hate this damn computer.

i like having people NOT see what i'm doing, even if i'm not doing anything wrong. it just makes me paranoid.

"but thats enough about you"

just ignore the random lyrics i insert in this post.

i have my music up really loud so i can't hear jed and ella.

i'm awesome.

"what else can I say"

"I GOT YOUR PICTURE IM COMING WITH YOU DEAR MARIA COUNT ME IN"

okay i really wish i had the laptop now. i wanna lay down. so tired. god i hate this.

"never knew what love was, until you came around"
dum dee dum.

"and as i watch you disappear into the ground, my one mistake was that i couldn't let you down"

"THERES A PLACE IN THE DARK WHERE THE ANIMALS GO, YOU CAN TAKE OFF YOUR SKIN AND DANCE IN THE CANIBAL GLOW."

eurgh.fuck this. i want the laptop. :/

shannon maree. <3

shannon. i don’t know where to start..

you are my best friend.

you are amazing. you are my world. i could not live with out you. you are gorgeous, and funny, and smart and everything I could ever want to be.

you have changed my life completely, and forever. i’ve slept at your house more times than any of my other friends, even the ones i’ve known for over 6 years.

you are so so so so so pretty,

I would do anything for you. I would put your life before mine. i would kill someone for you if I had to. you are the most amazing person I know.

you are just everything. we have so so so so so many memories, too many to count. i trust you with everything! i never ever ever want to fight with you.

I never want to lose you. i want you and i to stay friends, forever. if we lose contact after school, then i will use my super awesome sexy stalker skills to hunt you down, and make sure we become best friends again.

you are seriously %100 the most amazing person I know.

I would give anything to be you.

With out you, I wouldn’t be who I am now. I’m so glad we had tec together, jusst those extra moments that drew us closer and closer, until we became best friends in the entire universe. honestly, you are just.. indescribable.

i can’t imagine what i do without you in my life.

you are everything.

you are my best friend.

i love you.

come eat some chemicals with me

madness, feeling scared, looking around an no-one there.

 

not in the mood

for the internet to fucking go right now.

im in a shit mood, and now is NOT the right time.

i dont know what the hell is wrong with it, but it better start fucking working.

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fucking hell.

i need something to hit.

where’s your fucking best guy friend when you need him?

god.

I SWEAR TO GOD IF IT DOESN’T START WORKING IM GOING TO CHUCK A MAJOR FUCKING SPAZZ.

little scene wanna be piece of shit.

no.

fucking.

no.

you are not scene.

you cant die half your hair fucking pink and the rest black and it instantly makes you scene!

\you don’t even fucking listen to screamo either.

honestly, i’ve never fucking liked you.

and yes i’m swearing a bit too much for my age, but i dont give a fuck.

im pissed off.

you are not scene.

you are not fucking cool.

you think you’re so awesome, and funny.

you’re an attention whore.

and i hate you.

i heard a whisper in my ear, it said come with me away from here. <3

the little things give you away.

 

so i don’t know. i’m in a blogging mood. and a ranting mood. and dommiiie told me to go on here, and i’m taking no chances in disobeying her. she might kill me. ;)

so i stayed at my grandma’s last night, and my little brother and i came up with a plan. i have to say, he’s more awesome than i thought he was. we started talking about ps3’s and Black Ops and stuff, and we decided that we’d put all money we earn together, alone with trading in our x-box, his 63 x-box games, 4 controllers and 1 steering wheel, and try and get a ps3 and Black Ops. 

It’s going to take awhile, and our family doesn’t have much money, but it will be worth it in the the end. just so i can kick his lil buttock. :)

i found out he’s on level 44 at his friends house! level 44! and he’s nine! nine years old! i’m only on level 13. but he’s had more time on it.

um

yeh

i kind of forgot about this

left it for hours

so yeah

bye?

xx