wasn’t i adorraablleee?

OMG LULZ

I find it really funny how whenever I sign on into skype

it pops up Ryan is online like 2 minutes later.

EVERY TIME.

 

STALKER! :O

XD

IM HYPERRR

ITS NEW YEARS EVE

WOO

:D:D:D:D:D

     <---------------------- ME.

 

XD

If Today Was Your Last Day…

Okay, so before you read any further, I want you to go listen to this song; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrXIQQ8PeRs

Go do it. Even if you can’t stand the music I listen to. Listen to the lyrics. Listen to the meaning behind it.

Listening to it? Okay, good.

Now I don’t know where to start…

I guess I just want to say, to all the people I sent this link to, then I love you. You are amazing. Even if we’ve fought. Even if we’re not on friendly terms at the moment, I still love you. If I sent you this link, then it means, no matter how small, you’ve done something that has changed my life.

Well, since it’s almost a New Year, I wanted each of you, to know that no matter what, some time this year, you have made my day. If I sent you this link, then it means that at some stage, there’s been a moment when I’ve just gone.. wow. What would I have done without you. It’s hard for me to write this, because I don’t know how to put exactly what I feel into words.

I guess, after saying I love you, I want to say sorry.

If you’re listening to the song (which you should be!) then there’s a line that goes

'”Would you forgive your enemies?”

So I want to say sorry. Now some of you aren’t my enemies, but you can still read this if you want.

To those who I have fought with though;

I am sorry. I’m sorry that I’ve snapped. I’m sorry that I’ve taken things out on you, even if it was never your fault, I was just having a bad day. I’m sorry I put or friendship in danger, over some completely stupid things. I fight with you because I care. I care that you’ve done something stupid, that could hurt you. I fight with you because I’m protective and I don’t want you hurt. I don’t want to see someone I love put into a situation where they have nobody. I’m sorry I can be a bitch. I know I’m not perfect. I lash out when I’m angry, I take things out on people who don’t deserve it.

I could never sum up exactly how sorry I am, but i’m going to try. Here’s a separate apology for all of you, because I am sorry, and I truly mean it.

These are just apologies by the way, you all get another thing written to you later on ;)

Michelle; Okay, so I guess I should start here, shouldn’t I? I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we fought over something so stupid and insignificant. I’m sorry that I put boys before our friendship. I’m sorry that I got jealous. I’m sorry for everything. We were such good friends. When I first met you, you were the first friend that I actually had things in common with. Sure, I had Brittany and Kristy, and I love them to death, but you were that person, who I could talk to about things that I actually like. You’ve changed my life, and I am sorry. I need you back. <3

Litia; Oh gosh. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we fought over one of the most ridiculous things I have ever fought with someone over. I know we have our differences. Your loud, and confident, and I’m the opposite. Yes, I admit, you do get on my nerves. You do bug me, but you are still my friend. I’m sorry that I yelled at you, outside of the science classroom. I’m sorry that I ignored you in English without telling you what was wrong. Without you, I would still be that quiet girl sitting in the front of the classroom, not talking to anyone, sitting all by herself, and actually listening to what the teacher was saying. You taught me to speak up for myself. You taught me to befriend everyone in our classes, so that I wasn’t alone. I’m glad you were in basically every single one of my classes. I couldn’t have done it without you. <3

Brittany; Okay, we haven’t fought much this year. But for all those little things, that I snapped at, I’m sorry. For all the times last year and the year before, and the year before and so on, that we fought, I’m sorry. You are my best friend. You have been since year one. I share some of the best memories I know with you. You’ve been there with me through thick and thin. I’m sorry. <3

Lachlan; Yeah, you’re probably reading this and thinking '”Why the fuck is she mentioning me?”. Well, I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I annoy you. I’m sorry that I snapped at you. I’m sorry that you have a problem with me, that goes beyond just me annoying you. I know it does. I know you’re bugged by something else I’ve done, and I don’t know what it is, but I’m sorry. I haven’t known you for long, hell, I haven’t even actually met you in person. But I’m sorry. And if you forgive me, then I have a feeling we’d actually make pretty good friends. <3

Yeah, alright. Apologies over. I’ve said sorry and I mean it.

Now, another part of the song mentions;

"Reminisce of memories”

So here goes. I’m going to think of three memories, that I share with each of you I sent this link to.

Shannon:

1. Okay, I have to say, that my favourite memory I share with you, has to be all the times you’ve slept over. All the times we stayed up till ungodly hours in the morning playing Halo and screaming our heads off every time the aliens tried to kill us. When we went onto the online white pages and stalked the guys we liked. The random photo’s we took. Running around my backyard trying to catch my brat of a rabbit.
2. Second best memory, our drive to Sydney with my family. That was one of the best trips I’ve ever had. All of the inside jokes that were created. Trying desperately to connect to other peoples internet, while driving in the car, playing spot the Australian. Shouting out TACKY every time we saw Taxi’s because I pronounced it wrong the first time. This: “If you think there a lot of Asians in Sydney, try going to China”. All the photo’s we took. That hot face of yours in that certain one. And my favourite photo that we took that day;  
3. And then last, but not least. Our shopping trips. With Dom and Georgia, and then with my Nan. Trying on clothes together in the extremely small change rooms. Freaking out at that big freaky walky thing at Charlestown Square. Those gigantic earphone speakers. Running through the pouring rain to get to my car with my Nan. Taking photo’s next to the ugliest bra’s we could find at Big W. We have amazing memories, that I never want to forget. <3

Brittany:

I don’t know how to choose just three for you, because I’ve known you for so long, but I’ll try.

1. All of the freaky stuff that happened to only us. Your Pop’s bedroom door slamming shut and locking itself when there was no-one in there and the window was shut so the wind didn’t do it. THE ALLYSEN DOLL! When we were so scared of the evil little things. The number three coming back to haunt us over and over. The dreams about banana’s, trolleys and alleyways, and then going shopping and seeing a trolley with a banana next to it in front of an alleyway.
2. All the times we acted like complete idiots just to weird people out. Remember the carrot, and those little girls who thought they were ‘oh so cool?’ Walking around with our arms linked, acting like we were stuck together. Climbing the rocks with our arms linked and nearly falling and hitting our heads. Two words; “Tar Hill.”. Locking ourselves accidently in the shed, and setting up that corner, then getting Twinkle and tying a note to her because we had no way of getting out of the shed.
3. And last but not least, the two special evens we got ready together for. First, this years school dance. When I went home with you, and we got dressed in almost matching outfits, and we spent forever doing our hair and makeup. And then last year’s Hangi. When we were at Kristy’s and we all got ready together, and took photo’s in her backyard. You had the most gorgeous dress ever. I have to say, my favourite photo we took that day would have to be this one:

Michelle: Even after our fight, we still had some amazing memories.

1. The swimming carnival, when we first became close friends. When we spent the whole time laying in the sun listening to my music and talking about absolutely everything, from favourite bands, to favourite movies and actors, and discovering we had SO much in common. Drawing all over ourselves with Kristy’s texta’s to support our colour houses. Getting incredibly sunburnt but not caring.
2. The sleepovers, with Liz and Olivia and then just with me. The super crazy dancing and stuff. Getting dressed in the nicest clothes we could and doing our makeup. Eating as many lollies as we could. Watching movies in a different language. Listening to music up loud. Then with just us; laughing at your brother making strange noises, laughing at the school photo’s. Saying our names with the last names of the guys we liked. Making billions of sets on polyvore. Drawing all over our notebooks with inside jokes.
3. All of our inside jokes. Angus’s cup! Bazooka. Charlie! Potatoes. Andy Sixx! Nuts. Screamer! My dirty USB. TURNIPS. Failing at NaNoWriMo. Putting little halo men into awkward positions with your brother at the breakfast table. All the music we’ve given each other. And I have to include this picture, because it is the most awesome picture ever and only you will get it;

Lauren:

1. Oh Lauren. I have to say, the calculator accident was my favourite. And all the other times in maths. You are the best maths buddy ever. “I hate triangles” “Ms Murray loves cheese or something”. Every maths lesson with you was awesome.
2. That P.E lesson on the last Monday of school, that we spent with Brittany, when we just walked around, took photo’s with Litia then sat in the basketball courts and stole the basketballs of the guys whenever they came near us. Eating for the whole lesson sitting on the tables and burning our butts.
3. And of course that time we were playing truth or dare at lunch and you asked a very loud and awkward question about the guy I liked at the time and he was standing right behind me.

Ryan:

1. Every memorable conversation we’ve had on MSN. All the randomness. That one day where we just spent the whole time asking each other questions and we found out that we’d liked each other before. All the late night video calls when I had Shannon over, and sometimes when you had Lachlan over.
2. That time sometime during the middle of the year when i yelled at you for cutting your hair. Sorry about that. It looked better before. ;D
3. The day we started going out. :)

Litia;

1. Every class we’ve had with each other. Sitting next to each other in basically all of them, even if we had a seating plan. Writing notes to each other while we were meant to be working. Yelling at Kouat and Blake in science because they constantly annoyed us. Listening to my ipod in science when we were meant to be watching a movie.
2. Chucking the five cent coins at Callum, then collecting as many as we could just to throw at him.
3. All of the times I’ve yelled at you really loudly from across the playground, just to annoy you. :)
   Oh & the school dance;

Grace;

1. HAPPY CHIMNEY! All of our MSN chats. Every single one of them. Agreeing to become detectives together, stalking people you know, telling you about my days at school, everything. You are the best cousin I could ever ask for. :)
   
2. The baby shower, when we went and googled the answer’s to the games, while all the adults had to guess off the tops of their heads. And when we went through all of your cd’s looking for songs with the word ‘baby’ in them, and we won. ;D
3. Every family thing we’ve done together. Spending Christmas at your place, spending Easter at your place and nomming on chocolate all day. Remember when we tried to guess what you were getting for your birthday once, and we kept talking about kittens, and then you got one? And when you used to have that hallway cupboard thing (You know what i’m talking about) in your lounge room, and we’d seep in there, and De would tell us scary stories. And everything else. Too many memories. :) & this is the only photo i have of us together; XD

Lachlan;

Well, this is going to be hard..but i did say I’d try..

1. All of our Skype calls.
2. Flipping each other on Skype & on MSN video calls.
3. When I told you I was going to jump on you, when you start school. ;D

Dom;

1. NIKKI! ;D All of the random slurping noises you make, when i was sitting behind you and you started singing ‘Take It Off’ in the strangest voice I’d ever heard. When I discovered you had polyvore. Reading the bits you wrote for NaNo ;)
2. Going to the beach with Shannon, Georgia, Connor & everyone. I can’t believe what you wore! XD While Shannon and I got nice and tanned.. you just sat there like an idiot. ;D
3. Shopping!!!! Every single photo we took that day with Shannon and Georgia. That big weird freaky thing! Trying on all different clothes, acting like idiots in the bra section, taking photo’s of everything, from ‘Georgia in action’ to my hot photo’s with the pajama’s and underwear ;D

Kristy;

1. All of our very disturbing conversations. Funny, but disturbing. You scare me sometimes. :D
2. Coming up with the nickname ‘Liz"’
3. Getting ready at your house last year for the Hangi and taking those pictures. I know yours are short memories, but I love you. <3

 

Okay. I think that’s it…

You’re probably getting bored with me now.

Damn.

:/

Okay, well, here are some pictures just for you, because you are all amaaaziiing.

 

& Happy New Year! <3

 

I love you all.

You are amazing.

You have changed my life forever.

And I will never forget any of you.

Ever.

Without you, I would be nothing. Nothing at all. I would be ignorant, and lonely, and unforgiving.

I don’t want any of you to change, you are amazing the way you are. <3 <3

Forever. <3

                                 

September, 2008.       to                 December, 2009.

I don’t have a photo of all three of us this year, but,

we will always, always be,

The Three Amigos.

I love you.

<3

DU HAST.

dum dum dum dum dum dum dum

laa de da.

new years eve tomorrow.

oh how i want to go out partying. :(

gah.

GRACES HAPPY CHIMNEY

HAPPY CHIMNEY

New Year Resolutions. 2011. <3

• I will make at least two new friends.
• I will not have a serious fight with one of my friends.
• I will have more self confidence.
• I won’t spend so much time on the computer.
• I will get a life.
• I wont ever ever do something to please someone else, that hurts me and/or the people around me.
• I will be nicer to my family.
• I wont be pushed around any longer.
• I will not sink back into my pit of hell. EVER AGAIN.
• I will try and find people I trust.
• I wont tell people that I don’t trust secrets.
• If someone asks if I’m okay when I’m upset, I WILL NOT reply ‘I’m fine.’
• I will try my hardest to get the best grades I can.
• I will complete NaNoWriMo.
• I will learn to walk away.
• I will not ever leave my friends. Ever.

you don’t deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you.

apparently:

• i’m fishing for compliments because i call people beautiful.
• i’m attention seeking because i complain about things sometimes.
• i’m a s|ut because i take photo’s of myself.
• i’m a nerd because i like harry potter.
• i look disgusting.
• i must have an eating disorder because i’m ‘so skinny’
• i’m trying to fit in with the crowd and be popular because i like spongebob.

 

i’m so sick of this. why can just not be judgemental.

they don’t know my full story.

so they can all go die in a hole.

 

that’s to them. ^

we’ll make it up to you in the year 2000. <3

listening to silverchair.

i really like their song ‘Anthem For The Year 2000’

I like the start with just the drums and guitar.

It sounds awesome.

Would you please come back online. I was away from the computer, I’m sorry. <3

kthnxbai.

-ignore

YES, I HAVE

been backstabbed.

made mistakes.

told him how i felt.

no self confidence.

lost my ‘best friend’

blasted my music to tune out the world.

laughed so hard i cried & cried myself to sleep.

self inflicted wounds

stood up for myself & for a friend.

 

but honestly

none of you people on the internet

none of you

know me

so back off.

and don’t judge me.

because it just makes you ten times worse than me.

Merry Christmas <3

Well, Christmas started off great. I woke up at 4:30 and then waited excitedly till five, so I could go wake my brother and sister up. We woke our parents up, and then instantly went to our presents from Santa. I must say, I did pretty good this year.

Out of my sack I pulled; Stripy knee high socks, Deodorant, a pencil case, pens, 3 new notebooks, a packet of dove chocolates, a packet of other chocolates, a word search book, the game Twister, hairspray, moisturiser, balloons, candy canes, party poppers, a diary for next year, two squishy foam balls with funny faces on them, some tennis balls, a wii game, a ds game, a dress, shoes, a wizz fizz stocking, a mouse pad and wrist rest thing cause i spend way too much time on the computer, and a ball catch game thingy.

After we opened our presents from Santa, my parents headed back to bed for half an hour, while we explored what we got. Then, when they got back up (after my brother threatened to shoot them with his nerf gun) we opened our presents from them.

I only got one present from them, but it is amazingly gorgeous. It’s a silver chain sort of necklace, with a love heart locket type thing on the end.

My brother got a new scooter, and my sister got an mp3 player and a set of drawers to put jewellery in.

Our parents also opened their presents from us, lots of food, and for my mum, a bread maker and ironing board cover, and for my dad, a shirt, beer holder, and the storm chasers dvd set.

After we’d opened those presents, my sister and I went back into our room, and I turned the laptop on, to charge her new mp3 player and put songs on it for her. While i was online (which was at about 6:20 in the morning!) I talked to Jordan, Kimberley and Ryan.

Then after that, my grandma rang and said we could open our presents from her before she got here, because she was working. So I opened mine, and what did I get? A pair of blue denim shorts, with a light floral print on them, a denim tie vest thing, a gray short sleeve cardigan andddd the biography of Metallica! I love the book. I’ve only read the first few pages, but I really love the band, always have. I’ve listened to them, literally since I was born because my dad is a big fan. The book itself is really thick, and the cover is so smooth and almost velvety. The picture of James Hettfield on the front is awesome.

After that we had a delicious breakfast, thanks to my dad. We had pancakes, eggs, and baked/fried (not sure which) ham. I also had… pineapple juice.. *wink wink*

We spent most of the rest of the day just playing with our presents. My mum and sister played with her table tennis, and my dad and I had a go at my wii game. It’s a jellybean one ;D

-Insert family drama here-

My aunty came over later in the afternoon and gave us our presents. –insert more drama-

I got a pair of pandora earrings. They are absolutely gorgeous!

then we had a big yummy dinner and my parents & grandma told stories from their childhood. :D

right now it’s 10:18 and we’re all watching Stormchasers.

Merry Christmas everyone.

I love you all.

<3 <3

down where the city meets the sea.

<3

^
|
|
 
how i feel.

ryan. ♥

grr. stupid feelings.

i should probably stop thinking about him.

all day.

all fuckking day i’ve been thinking about him.

:|

<3 <3

g’night

night everyone ;)

take me away to that empty apartment. ♥

i feel strange..

sad.

why do i feel sad?

i should be in the best mood. i had a really good day.

so why do i feel like crap?

maybe i’m just too tired to think properly.

but i’m managing to type this aren’t i?

i love blogging off the top of my head. any thought i have ends up here instantly. it’s quite fun.

no regrets. what i type stays here.

forever.

unless it starts extreme drama, but that’s not going to happen.

hm.

i love yellowcard. they're a really good band. the lead singer has a really nice voice.

so i got a bunch of new clothes today. i love my nan. forever and ever. she spent so much on me :s

i got;

1 pinky/red singlet top.

1 aqua singlet top.

1 gorgeous black dress.

1 silky top that flows at the bottom.

1 pretty white, black and pink tope with different patterns on it.

and

1 cute bag, that can be worn with anything and used for anything.

so yeah.

no i don’t know what to write.

i hate blogging when i’m in a bad mood. :/

um yeah.

bye.

♥

favourite song lyrics.

one lot of lyrics for every band i like. this is going to take awhile. :)

\With your hand in mine
We'll soar through the night
And like the dozens of spaceships we'll dance with satellites

- Promise The Stars; We The Kings.

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

-Into Your Arms; The Maine

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better

- I Can Wait Forever; Simple Plan

How did it come to this ,
how did i know it was you
it was a bad dream,
asphyxiated watch me bleed
the life support was cut ,
the knot was too tight,
they push and pull but they know
they'll never win

- Sell Your Soul; Hollywood Undead

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

-Numb; Linkin Park

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time

-Over And Over; Three Days Grace

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

- Nothing Else Matters; Metallica

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

-The Reason; Hoobastank

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

-Tears Don’t Fall; Bullet For My Valentine.

Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

-Missing; Evanescence.

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I walk alone

-Boulevard Of Broken Dreams; Greenday

It's just my humble opinion
But it's one that I believe in
You don't deserve a point of view
If the only thing you see is you

- Playing God; Paramore

I have gave into this for long enough
I have lost and I have loved
Sleep had stolen far too much
So don't close your eyes
Not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death

- Diamonds Aren’t Forever; Bring Me The Horizon

Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know

- Don’t Cry; Guns N’ Roses

There's a ghost in this room
I think I'll name it after all of you
And watch it hang over my bed like decorations celebrated
Memories, they came and went in light of all the time we spent
Listening to everything our parents told us not to take in

- Vegas; All Time Low

We are breathing, while your sleeping
Go
And leave us alone
The lines cheated
Our hearts beating
Go
And now your on your own

- Perfect Weapon; Black Veil Brides.

Oh brother, spare us all, we don't care anymore
We just wanna get down on the floor
You sell yourself to make it
You can dish it but can you really take it

- Guilty Pleasure; Cobra Starship

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favourite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

- Situations; Escape The Fate

Skin against skin blood and bone
You're all by yourself but you're not alone
You wanted in now you're here
Driven by hate
consumed by fear
Let the bodies hit the floor

- Bodies; Drowning Pool

Say my name and his in the same breath
I dare you to say they taste the same
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow feel flames

- I Don’t Care; Fall Out Boy

Oh! Well in fact
Well I'll look at it this way
I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Pour the champagne

- I Write Sins Not Tragedies; Panic At The Disco

Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.

- Hands Down; Dashboard Confessional.

I'm ridin on a dolphin, doin flips and shit
This dolphin's splashin, gettin e'rybody all wet
But this ain't Seaworld, this is real as it gets
I'm on a boat motherfucker, don't you ever forget

- I’m On A Boat; The Lonely Island

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

- A Thousand Miles; Vanessa Carlton

If there's a place that I could be,
Then I’d be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you’re the only hope for me
And if we can find where we belong,
We’ll have to make it on our own.
Face all the pain and take it on
Because the only hope for me is you

- The Only Hope For Me Is You; My Chemical Romance

Cause I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
last chance to lose control

- Hysteria; Muse

I heard a whisper in my ear
It said come with me, away from here
And leave these burning buildings far behind you
But it was far too late
So it all came crashing
I can see your shadow is much too far behind you
And I can see you're much too late
At night we watched the stars explode
The blackest sky we'd ever known
The moon came falling down just shortly after

- Shadows; The Getaway Plan

Take me, I'm alive
Never was a girl with a wicked mind
But everything looks better
When the sun goes down

- Make Me Wanna Die; The Pretty Reckless

too many words
too many lies
i can't quite see the truth
when i look into your eyes

- Running; Evermore

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

- Unwell; Matchbox 20

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

- Ever The Same; Rob Thomas

You have a chance to really shine now
Well patience never was one of your true virtues
Stop trying to control everything and fuck what they say,
what do you have to prove?

- When All Is Said And Done; Trapt

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

- Breathing; Yellowcard

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

- Set The Fire To The Third Bar; Snow Patrol

I've gone too far to turn around
It's hard to reach for you
When I'm lying face down
I can't relieve my soul
I'm lost in a moment
Lying face down

- Drowning (Face Down); Saving Abel

Now there's no holding back, I'm making to attack
My blood is singing with your voice, I want to pour it out
The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound
I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hollow ground

- Howl; Florence And The Machine

That's about the time she broke up with me (Please stay)
No one should take themselves so seriously (with me, please stay)
With many years ahead to fall in line (with me, please stay)
Why would you wish that on me? (with me)
I never want to act my age (please stay)
What's my age again? (with)
What's my age again? (me)

- What’s My Age Again; Blink 182

I don't want you,
I don't want you to go,
I've got the sun in my eyes,
I didn't see you passing me buy,
I just wanted you,
I just wanted you to know,
Inside of me forever you'll go,

- Gone; The Butterfly Effect

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

- Beautiful; Eminem

If I had told you
You would've listened
You had stayed
You would be here forever
Never went away

- Bittersweet; Within Temptation

And there are probably a billion more, but this is all I can manage to do.

So enjoy.

<3

i missed 11;11

but i don’t care.

i don’t need wishes anymore.

♥

:O

he said yes.

i have a boyfriend.

summer love. ♥

talking to him again. :)

i love that feeling i get whenever it pops up that he’s signed on.

he’s listening to my music. because i’m awesome. :)

i’ve fallen in love with two bands that i’d never really listened to before;

we the kings

and

the maine.

very cute love songs. i don’t think i’ve ever liked love songs as much as i do now.

:)

they have such pretty lyrics. ♥

i think i’ll make a post with some of my favourite lyrics ever.

♥

music makes the world go round.

hollywood undead. three days grace. linkin park. the maine. forever the sickest kids. avenged sevenfold. bullet for my valentine. we the kings. evanescence. simple plan. greenday. paramore. bring me the horizon. metallica. guns n' roses. all time low. black veil brides. cobra starship. escape the fate. drowning pool. fall out boy. panic at the disco. dashboard confessional. the lonely island. hoobastank. my chemical romance. muse. the getaway plan. parkway drive. the pretty reckless. evermore. matchbox 20. rob thomas. trapt. yellowcard. snow patrol. saving abel. florence and the machine. blink 182. the butterfly effect. eminem. within temptation. radiohead. coldplay. tom felton. 3 doors down. silverchair. good charlotte. boys like girls. breaking benjamin. the killers.

EEEEP

:D

Just……
:D

FDHEWIUHFIPEGFIUHERIGHJREO  <------------- how i feel.

:D

BEST DAY EVER.

<3

covered in ash, covered in glass. <3

the only hope for me is you. ♥

just saying.

r

y

a

n

sssh.

turn off the lights <3

best day ever.

i love all of my friends to death. i swear, without them i would be nothing.

and because i love them so much; i’m going to write them all a letter. :)

shannon; shannon… you are amazing. you are the bestest friend i could ever ask for. all of our inside jokes  (‘kinky butt sex’) are hilarious. i love how we’ve spent so much time together in the past few weeks, basically EVERY friday we’ve been together. even after our pretend fighting, you know i will always love you the most out of my friends, and i hope we can be friends forever and ever and ever and ever.

ryan; i don’t know where to begin…. i guess i just love how even though you know i like you, it hasn’t come between us. we both sort of pretend i never told you. we’re still pretty good friends. all of our inside jokes are amazing. from making new words (cunting) to random video calls, just…everything. i hope things stay this way, you’re awesome. (and i love you. ssh.)

james; james, james, james, james, james. i just…. yeah. i love how even though i used to like you, you’re one of my best friends. you are the dirtiest minded person i have ever met, but it makes you funny. it’s not fair how you are too tall. you have an extremely good taste in music. i like how i can bash you up but you don’t hate me for it. you can bash me up back you know.. i don’t care. :) i love how you told mrs mathieson that i listen to screamo and she didn’t believe you. then you told her to listen to hollywood undead. i hope she doesn’t do that…… ;)

lauren; lauren! my maths buddy! oh my gosh. you’re awesome. i love how you almost died laughing when i did the cool calculator thing and my calculator went flying to the back of the classroom. i love how i can tell you things and you don’t tell anyone. you’re friends with everyone because you’re so trustworthy. i’m going to miss being your maths buddy next year.

christian; christian my bestie! you have sexy hair. just saying. we’ve become pretty close in the last week, and i’m happy with it. you’re pretty cool and you are really really nice. wanna know something? i used to like you. ;)

logan; logan! just….like ryan would say; GEEZUZ. i wish i could say sorry for all the awkwardness before… when i liked you, but it’s all good now, and i’m glad. you’re a pretty awesome friend. sorry for creeping you out when i first met you… ;)

callum; callum my english buddy! you’re pretty cool. i’m sorry everyone thinks i like you. i don’t. you’re just a friend. a pretty good friend. sitting next to you today was fun. throwing sticks at each other, and at logan. you’re a cool person. you remind me of my cousin a lot….. and you have strange changing colour eyes.

dom; i know we don’t talk as much now, but i still love you. you are such a weirdo, but i love you. i love how you don’t care what anyone thinks. i love going shopping with you shannon and georgia. you have a horrible taste in music, but i love you. you are awesome. :)

brittany; you have been my best friend forever, and i never want to lose you. you are a weirdo. you act stupid in public. but.. whatever. i love you for it. we have a lot of inside jokes (BANANAS AND TROLLEYS) and i love how your house is haunted, and the ghosts hate us. i love you.

hmm. i’m not sure if i have any more friends. i have kimberley, but she’s not a real life friend. i know her over the internet. anyway, today was awesome. i love hanging out with guys. they’re so very very funny. callum, christian and logan have REALLY heavy bags. :O. callum broke my sticks. :(
andddd james is perv. and he tried to slap my ass…. :|

but anyway. very good day. :D

love all my friends. <3

More Photo's ♥

Clearing out old photos. ♥

ugh.. ♥

so people really need to get over this 'me and logan' thing.\
there is no thing.
sure i used to like him & he found out.
but i don't like him now.
so you can stop carrying on.
i need to say sorry to him now, and i don't know how to, because when ever I go near him his friends make a big scene. & he won't talk to me.

logan; im.so.sorry.more.than.you.could.ever.imagine!
:/

Do My Mini Editor! :)

Get your own Mini Editor from Polyvore

but that's enough about me....♥

hmm.
ilovelovelovelovelovehim.
bah.
ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOMORRROWWWW :D:D:D
andistilllovehimmorethananything.
andi'veonlylovedhimfortwodays.andhehardlyknowsiexist.
lovely.
:/

lalalala. nobodoy loves me. :O
'cept my girlfriends. xD
ahh.fyou logan!!!!! :P
bah.
bahabahafhdfjsahsdkjf.
feel weird. stupid effing guys. D;
he'ssocute.gahhh.

fuckingguyswholooklikeremuslupin.
fuckyou!you'renotallowedtolooklikethecutestguyinliteratureever!!!!

ahwell. he might like me.
whoknows?

EVERYBODY;S MUNNA LOVE TODAYYYYYYY!!!!
my nails look purdy :D

bahbye!
xxxx

Iridescent.. ( I think I like someone else! Bahbye James. :P)

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure's all you've ever known. - Iridescent; Linkin Park.❤

When I'm Gone....♥

-warning; this post contains course language. parental guidance recommended. :P

ARGH.
I dunno. I just...dunno.
My little siter is a little crap-head!
I thought I was doing alright, by means of music and what she was going to be like when she grows up.
But then she has to go and ruin it!
She's becoming one of those little bitches!
And I shouldn't be calling her that, but I can't help it!
She started going on, and on, and on about Ke$ha tonight. I slapped her in the face and told her to listen to some real music. I kinda got kicked out of the room by my mum. ARGH.
She's got the worst attitude. She never used to be such a brat! Now, anything you'll say, she'll say say something bitchy back.
Hmphh. Right, well this is pissing me off, so I'm going to change the subject..

Brittany was pissing me off in English. We were in the library reading, which we do every Friday and she was like; "This is so boring! At my old school the teacher told us to just browse, and we spent the whole time talking" And I sort of just nodded, and went back to reading. A while later she goes; "I can't believe this is your favourite class!" And I shrug my shoulders. So she's like; "Why do you like it?"
Me; "Because..."
Her; "Because why..??"
Me; "Because I do!"
Her; "Whyyy?"

In the end i just sort of huffed, and ignored her. I love her, but she gets really annoying like that. She just doesn't give a shit about any else, or school or anything. She says things that are nasty, but she doesn't realize it's being mean. She just thinks it's all a joke, but a lot of the time it can be rather hurtful.
Like today, again in the library, I pointed out to her who I like, because he's in our English class, and she's like,"Why do you like him? God. What do you see him in him?"
And just kept on with crap like that. "Why, why why?"
It was bloody annoying!

I really shouldn't be saying this stuff about her, but it was just so frustrating!
Hmphhhh. Rant-y rant rant. Rant.

So pissed off. Just in one of those moods. Listening to heavy metal/screamo.
Kinda helps set the mood. :P

Why do we always choose the people who will never love us back? Seriously. It's just not fair!
:(
wish I could find someone perfect.
someone who's nice, funny, smart, good-looking, loves me for who i am, likes the music i like ( A MUST! ) and likes basically anything i lie. D:
it's not faiiiiirrrrr. D:D:D:

Believe me. I'm just as lost as you. What am I going to do? I'm afraid, i'm falling farther away.

- Still Frame - Trapt.

I love Trapt. <3<3<3
Blah. going to post this now.
SHIT!
I missed 11:11 D:
I was waiting, then got distracted. :(

bye.
xxx

Heehee ♥

great day today!

i'M ALL HYPO!

I made a playlist of crazy hypo sing a long songs and im trying not to burst out singing and dancing xD

so yeah, greaattt day! It was awesome! CONNECT FOURRRR! bahaha.

STEPHEN IS STRANGE! :P

CODYS A CHEATER!

JAMES IS A FREAK!

:D

haha James was trying to guess who i like in english. if only he knew...... xP

then him and stephen were trying to guess my birthday and family member names. it took them awhile!

OMG MY COUSIN JUST NAMED HER LAVENDER PLANT WON WON!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Best name E V E R!

DOOM, DA DA DA DA DI! DOOM, DA DA DA DA DI!
EVERYBODYS GONNA LOVE TODAY!

haha, i love this song! it's crazzy and happy! (Love Today - Mika)

ohmygod i cant stop laughing!!!!!!

on a more serious note - LUKE WAS HOLDING HANDS WITH THE OTHER LUKE!!!!!!!

WHAT HAPPENED TO JORDANNN??!?!?!?!?!?!?! (see previous post if you're confused xD)

i have a major case of writers block & i've signed up for heaps of challenges but it's not helping!

Grr.


EVERYBODYS GONNA LOVE TODAY!

DOOM DA DA DA DI. DA DI DA DI HOO HOO!

:D

xxx
Tiny Tessa ♥

live and let die ♥

so, it's been awhile since i've posted. :(
sorry about that, but i'm back, and i'm STAYING back!
you can thank Dom for getting me back into blogging :D
Uh, i'm really bored so...

Things that are totally awesome in my life:

-I have great friends.
-I have recently discovered the pure awesomness of Guns N' Roses! ♥
-My mum got a laptop some I'm on the computer almost every day
-I'm blogging again!

Things that are not totally awesome in my life:
-I only got 52% in my fractions & decimals test.
-Tiny Tess. (gr)
-Jordan is a head taller than me! (NOT FAIR!)

So, I really like making lists. Lists of anything really. This blog is going to be FULL of lists. :D

My friends(NOT IN ORDER!!!!)

-Michelle
-Dom
-Shannon
-Kristy
-Jordan
-Jess T.
-Lauren
-Litia
-Chey
-Britt
-Abbi
-Olivia
-Maddi
-James
-Grace
-Meg
-Tarn
-Kira

Sorry if I left anyone out!

Top 5 Favorite Songs At The Moment:

-Paradise City bu Guns N' Roses
-Too Late by Dead By Sunrise
-Drop Dead Gorgeous by Short Stack
-The Only Exception by Paramore.
-Nothing Else Matters by Metallica.

*Okay no more lists*

So, Shannon and I are convinced that these two guys in our tec class(and all my classes) are gay together. Which, would actually be REALLY cute! (Or atleast I think so!) Their names are Luke and Jordan, but they call each other Lukey and Jordy. (How cute right?)
I swear, i've seen them holding hands. They're like bestfriends, but sometimes I wonder....

Hah. Imagine if they read this. xD
God, they'd like....freak. xD I used to like Luke, for a little bit. But I think it's only because he reminds me SOOOO much of this guy I used to like in primray school for like 2 and a half years. xP

I'm listening to Guns N' Roses on youtube, I WISH I HAD ANY OF THEIR ALBUMS!
They are soooo good! I can't believe I never listened to them before the SLASH-A-THON on MTV classic on, Saturday I think it was. That was so cool!

Well, I'm taking up heaps of room on this one post, so I'm gonna write another post, so it's not ooober dooober long.

Until next time,
TINY TESSA! ♥
xxx

"It's a charm actually. It keeps away the nargles."

17/69;; Evanna ♥ by Princess.Nemo♥ featuring Miss Selfridge tops

Yeah, that's my Evanna set. Isn't it prettty?
I'm only blogging at the moment because I'm so horribly bored.
I'm using this post for the wrong thing.
I'm meant to be typing about stuff that...gah never mind. It's hard to explain.

I need some good songs, help?
Look on my profile page to see all the people/bands I like. :)
I've made a million new sets on polyvore in one day.
I really need a life.

Good-bye readers,
I'll be back soon.
Hopefully...

xxx

OPA!!!

Does anyone else watch Euro vision?
Oh my god they are hilarious!
Just...WOW
xD. I loved the seagull. Annnndd OPA!!!
Go Greece.
My favorite was Tom Dice though, he was actually good.
My mum and I just watched it, and we're watching it next time it's on to.
It's a pretty....crappy, dare I say it, show.
I can't believe that's how ABBA became famous. Or Selene Dion.
Wow.
I voted for Greece and Belgium on the Australian site, which doesn't count for
anything, but it's still fun.
GO TOMMY!
xxx

Hi There!

Okay, here we go.
This is my ranting blog.
You might know me from polyvore ; my username is Princess.Nemo♥
This is basically where I'll give my opinion on things.
Any things really.
Oh, if you know me from polyvore, than pm me and tell me you're reading my blog and i'll fave as many sets of yours I can.
Thanks loves,
I'll be sure to update this, I promise.

xxx