HAPPY CHIMNEY

New Year Resolutions. 2011. <3

• I will make at least two new friends.
• I will not have a serious fight with one of my friends.
• I will have more self confidence.
• I won’t spend so much time on the computer.
• I will get a life.
• I wont ever ever do something to please someone else, that hurts me and/or the people around me.
• I will be nicer to my family.
• I wont be pushed around any longer.
• I will not sink back into my pit of hell. EVER AGAIN.
• I will try and find people I trust.
• I wont tell people that I don’t trust secrets.
• If someone asks if I’m okay when I’m upset, I WILL NOT reply ‘I’m fine.’
• I will try my hardest to get the best grades I can.
• I will complete NaNoWriMo.
• I will learn to walk away.
• I will not ever leave my friends. Ever.

you don’t deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you.

apparently:

• i’m fishing for compliments because i call people beautiful.
• i’m attention seeking because i complain about things sometimes.
• i’m a s|ut because i take photo’s of myself.
• i’m a nerd because i like harry potter.
• i look disgusting.
• i must have an eating disorder because i’m ‘so skinny’
• i’m trying to fit in with the crowd and be popular because i like spongebob.

 

i’m so sick of this. why can just not be judgemental.

they don’t know my full story.

so they can all go die in a hole.

 

that’s to them. ^

we’ll make it up to you in the year 2000. <3

listening to silverchair.

i really like their song ‘Anthem For The Year 2000’

I like the start with just the drums and guitar.

It sounds awesome.

Would you please come back online. I was away from the computer, I’m sorry. <3

kthnxbai.

-ignore

YES, I HAVE

been backstabbed.

made mistakes.

told him how i felt.

no self confidence.

lost my ‘best friend’

blasted my music to tune out the world.

laughed so hard i cried & cried myself to sleep.

self inflicted wounds

stood up for myself & for a friend.

 

but honestly

none of you people on the internet

none of you

know me

so back off.

and don’t judge me.

because it just makes you ten times worse than me.

Merry Christmas <3

Well, Christmas started off great. I woke up at 4:30 and then waited excitedly till five, so I could go wake my brother and sister up. We woke our parents up, and then instantly went to our presents from Santa. I must say, I did pretty good this year.

Out of my sack I pulled; Stripy knee high socks, Deodorant, a pencil case, pens, 3 new notebooks, a packet of dove chocolates, a packet of other chocolates, a word search book, the game Twister, hairspray, moisturiser, balloons, candy canes, party poppers, a diary for next year, two squishy foam balls with funny faces on them, some tennis balls, a wii game, a ds game, a dress, shoes, a wizz fizz stocking, a mouse pad and wrist rest thing cause i spend way too much time on the computer, and a ball catch game thingy.

After we opened our presents from Santa, my parents headed back to bed for half an hour, while we explored what we got. Then, when they got back up (after my brother threatened to shoot them with his nerf gun) we opened our presents from them.

I only got one present from them, but it is amazingly gorgeous. It’s a silver chain sort of necklace, with a love heart locket type thing on the end.

My brother got a new scooter, and my sister got an mp3 player and a set of drawers to put jewellery in.

Our parents also opened their presents from us, lots of food, and for my mum, a bread maker and ironing board cover, and for my dad, a shirt, beer holder, and the storm chasers dvd set.

After we’d opened those presents, my sister and I went back into our room, and I turned the laptop on, to charge her new mp3 player and put songs on it for her. While i was online (which was at about 6:20 in the morning!) I talked to Jordan, Kimberley and Ryan.

Then after that, my grandma rang and said we could open our presents from her before she got here, because she was working. So I opened mine, and what did I get? A pair of blue denim shorts, with a light floral print on them, a denim tie vest thing, a gray short sleeve cardigan andddd the biography of Metallica! I love the book. I’ve only read the first few pages, but I really love the band, always have. I’ve listened to them, literally since I was born because my dad is a big fan. The book itself is really thick, and the cover is so smooth and almost velvety. The picture of James Hettfield on the front is awesome.

After that we had a delicious breakfast, thanks to my dad. We had pancakes, eggs, and baked/fried (not sure which) ham. I also had… pineapple juice.. *wink wink*

We spent most of the rest of the day just playing with our presents. My mum and sister played with her table tennis, and my dad and I had a go at my wii game. It’s a jellybean one ;D

-Insert family drama here-

My aunty came over later in the afternoon and gave us our presents. –insert more drama-

I got a pair of pandora earrings. They are absolutely gorgeous!

then we had a big yummy dinner and my parents & grandma told stories from their childhood. :D

right now it’s 10:18 and we’re all watching Stormchasers.

Merry Christmas everyone.

I love you all.

<3 <3